my trueself~~ xD

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Its been 8 weeks since I enter into college life. I starts to know each and everyone of my classmate better. But, of course, I will never know their trueself. Well, we doesn’t not hang out that often as we did. Reasons and rejections that I wanna hear no more, I’d rather just let them plan. I just enter college like two months but I had a feeling that it wouldn’t be a dream school of mine. The one that I am close to the most doesn’t care much about ppl and I do really hates that she is ALWAYS late. Sorry, but I din say it because of once or twice situation. I am too, close with a Jackie *I think*, he’s fun that I wouldn’t really be bored around him.. but I felt sorry as they always says that we’re couple. Maybe I wouldn’t feel it that way if they are not that closed-minded. =[ but, whatever it is, I dun giv a damn bout it. I bet it would be great if he was my elder brother. Haha.. one day maybe?? =D

Recently, I sort of chatted with a guy-girl. Then, the next day my classmate ask me about it. Then I thought it was nothing. UNTIL few days ago, I heard them saying about me cause I talked sign-languagely to the guy-girl’s friend and maybe they thought I talked to the guy-girl. If she really does likes her, then just tell. I mean no onewould have known if you don’t tell right? This is no more a normal world. Abnormal are normal nowadays. Besides, what is so wrong of me talking to a friend? I am clearly not a lesbian. If I am then the possibilities of me liking one guy-girl is totally so not her. If I talks to a guy they says me sorts of stuffs and the same damn thing happens when I talks to a girl then who do u expect me to talk to?? If you really don’t wan me to talk to her so badly, then just talk to me about it. Then I wont talk to her unless its necessary. I’m cool with that. But, just don’t talk behind my back could you? Take it as I plead you or anything, but I am really sick of it.
Just few days ago, we had this bbq event at paradise beach. We start off with taking breakfast after account test. Well.. I dun wanna talk about account test. All I can say is “oh, fuck!!” so, lets continue with after breakfast. We went to study room, we played cards version monopoly there and that’s when I realized that they talks about me. Believe it or not but they say me “yam chin” BECAUSE OF A GUY-GIRL.. WHAT THE HELL weyh??!! Ignore that, let’s move on. After that we go tesco to shop for bbq stuffs!! Quite fun and noisy we were. xD after having our lunch, we moved on to the beach. Then we starts to play like, hell yes, we haven’t play in a long time. I’ve played banana boat for the very first time with Kenny, Vicky, ai chee, Jessica, ken fai, kar wei and I on the boat. The fun part and also the worst part is when they dump us into the sea!! We swim like quite a distant to reach back to the beach. I join Kenny and Vicky more while playing in the sea. But, of course, I did join the others to play games and stuffs. Later that evening, jee ning join us, but she was kinda lonely. I pitied her but couldn’t help much. The game that last longest was that gym game.. Kenny and Jackie run so fast like they never run before.. ahaha.. so, overall, that day was fun until after the games. My classmate, yi wei and Vicky’s belongings was stolen. Later that night, we went for supper. I kinda thought of my ex. So, my mood wasn’t that good. I thought I’ve forgot completely bout him ady~ maybe it’s because I went to the place we’ve been together before.. =[ nevermind.. I will try my best to forgive and forget. =] my mood was better on the way back home.. talked a lot to yin ching and ken fai for the first time!!
I will try my best to cope with my classmate more in the future.. =] I will smile no matter what happens. If that’s for the better, I will try my best to do it. Wish me luck!! =D

week 3 - week 5 in college

well.. as you can see, i started my college on week 3, which means that i missed my orientation and first week of studies.. that is because.. i actually dun feel like studying yet.. at first is like, i wanna take physcology.. then mum dun let. fine.. then i wanna take a-level then cont my studies in singapore.. and.. guess wad?? she doesnt approved too.. but i realize that i couldnt afford to waste a whole damn year on wasting time so i finally decided to study business management.. although wad im really studyinbg now is not business management but business admin.. sokay.. its almost the same ryte? another problem.. mum insist me on going to TARC.. BUT.. i havent got any frens there.. so i admit that i was really scared on my first day of college. on the first day, i could still remember that i approached Jee Ning cause i thought she's the tutor but.. sry.. i got it wrong.. couldnt deny that i do feel lonely on tha first few days of college cause am new.. ouh ya.. just to tell.. i went in wrong class a few times and also went in wrong lectural once.. so damn embarrasing.. @.@ but now.. to me.. its different.. they are really cool and funny people that cheer up the class.. xD the first time i went out with my classmate, Eriko, is on 3rd of june.. going for "chocolate fair" which dun sell much chocolates but other stuffs.. after that we went and find jackie at his work place.. xD quite fun actually but i really hate the part when we're waiting for bus.. 2 and half hours.. imagine that.. it's so damn freaking long.. then, on tuesday 7 june 2011.. i went and watch movie- insidious with my classmates at gurney plaza which includes Eriko, jackie, kenny, ai fern, jessie, jessica, jacqueline, ai chee, wen hui,kae sian, hui ying, yi jing, kean fai, and a few more.. which i still couldnt remember their name.. sry ya! ouh ya.. i think i gt trauma frm that movie.. scares me everyday.. =.= that's all for now i guess.. =D here are some picturesss.. <3

prom??????????? take a look at my fb laa~~

pics for trip to singapore??

11-17 dec 2010??

i reach singapore around?? 9 smth i guess.. in the bus was like soooooooooooooo damn cold.. lol.. cant really sleep.. haix.. ouh ya.. then when we reach.. we walk to sharyn's dad office..later her dad fetch us to the place where the audition is held.. haix.. i felt so sorry for causing her dad so much trouble.. first, he had to fetch us all the way to that place when he doesnt know the way and then we din prepare anthing and her dad had to fetch us to who-knows-where to take photo.. lol.. AND there's no cab which is available to fetch us back.. wth?? haix.. damn sui wann.. about that audition all i can say is it make me nervous the whole day but in the end i make my worst.. i forgot all my lyrics, pitch is off, melody is not right.. what could be worst?? regretted but failure is a step to begin a new stuff right..? i mean take it as a experience so that i wouldnt be so nervous next time?? haha.. think positive!! just smile and everything will be okay.. =)second day in singapore..we.. wait let me think.. we went to rivervale mall to buy bubblemilk tea?? haha.. then went compass point to take the LRT map and shop shop.. finally we went to Bugis.. at Bugis, we wanna find the Bugis Street but we couldnt.. we walk a very very very loooooong distance before we like finally reach the destination.. haha.. but nevermind.. we reach anyway.. haha..trust me.. there's ALOT ALOT ALOT OF clothes.. xd SO NICE!! ALL LIKE $10 OR $20.. of course they are all not branded clothes.. what do you expect?? we stay at singapore since sat till friday.. the whole week we went shopping, watch movie, walk and walk and WALK.. of course, shop and shop and SHOP!! xD we also go out with sharyn sister, joycelyn. not bad.. haha.. orchard road was nice.. with all the lights and decoration, its totally not like what we will see in penang.. ouh ya.. ouh yea.. forgot to tell you about Barley.. sharyn's doggy.. a female one.. very cute, soft and super like to eat, eat and eat.. haha.. but she dun get to go out and play.. haix.. she's really adorable.. like in almost every way!! xD i guess thats what a doggy should be right?? wed and thursday in singapore, we did nothing but searching for MY shoe.. lol.. all no size!! haixx.. we search like in a few malls.. the last day was dead bored.. sharyn sLEEP THE WHOLE DAY!! left me dunno what to do.. SUPER HAIXX~