11-17 dec 2010??

i reach singapore around?? 9 smth i guess.. in the bus was like soooooooooooooo damn cold.. lol.. cant really sleep.. haix.. ouh ya.. then when we reach.. we walk to sharyn's dad office..later her dad fetch us to the place where the audition is held.. haix.. i felt so sorry for causing her dad so much trouble.. first, he had to fetch us all the way to that place when he doesnt know the way and then we din prepare anthing and her dad had to fetch us to who-knows-where to take photo.. lol.. AND there's no cab which is available to fetch us back.. wth?? haix.. damn sui wann.. about that audition all i can say is it make me nervous the whole day but in the end i make my worst.. i forgot all my lyrics, pitch is off, melody is not right.. what could be worst?? regretted but failure is a step to begin a new stuff right..? i mean take it as a experience so that i wouldnt be so nervous next time?? haha.. think positive!! just smile and everything will be okay.. =)second day in singapore..we.. wait let me think.. we went to rivervale mall to buy bubblemilk tea?? haha.. then went compass point to take the LRT map and shop shop.. finally we went to Bugis.. at Bugis, we wanna find the Bugis Street but we couldnt.. we walk a very very very loooooong distance before we like finally reach the destination.. haha.. but nevermind.. we reach anyway.. haha..trust me.. there's ALOT ALOT ALOT OF clothes.. xd SO NICE!! ALL LIKE $10 OR $20.. of course they are all not branded clothes.. what do you expect?? we stay at singapore since sat till friday.. the whole week we went shopping, watch movie, walk and walk and WALK.. of course, shop and shop and SHOP!! xD we also go out with sharyn sister, joycelyn. not bad.. haha.. orchard road was nice.. with all the lights and decoration, its totally not like what we will see in penang.. ouh ya.. ouh yea.. forgot to tell you about Barley.. sharyn's doggy.. a female one.. very cute, soft and super like to eat, eat and eat.. haha.. but she dun get to go out and play.. haix.. she's really adorable.. like in almost every way!! xD i guess thats what a doggy should be right?? wed and thursday in singapore, we did nothing but searching for MY shoe.. lol.. all no size!! haixx.. we search like in a few malls.. the last day was dead bored.. sharyn sLEEP THE WHOLE DAY!! left me dunno what to do.. SUPER HAIXX~

10 dec 2010

well.. the next day, i went to do my passport like damn early in the morning.. so damn sleepy.. haha.. couldnt help.. who ask my mum always change her mind and give me last minute answer?? ouh ya.. forgot to tell you all.. i pull sharyn to go along!! yay!! i reach there like 7 in the morning and the que was sooooooooooo damn loooooooong.. haix.. wad do i expect?? its holiday season and everyone wanna get outta the country to enjoy right?? soo... guess wad? the passport thing took me like the whole day.. ouh ya.. i saw mr. cheah too.. haha.. he's not doing passport but he accompany his friend who wanna do passport.. so nice tillwe tink that something is wrong between em.. haha.. cant blame us.. teenagers have great imagination.. right?? =D
after i took my passport.. i went to a saloon to TRIM my hair.. but i dun know why it turn out to be so short~ haix.. why am i so sui?? let the student to cut my hair?? i dunno.. what i could say is just.. "nvm.. cant blame em.. they are learning.." ouh ya.. the guy that wash my hair which is a she looks very yeng!! xD i wonder if she's born with wrong sex?? because she really really really suit to be a guy.. haix.. what a waste.. while the guy that cut my hair (WHICH IS ALSO A GIRL) seems to be born with CORRECT sex but she wears wrong outfit.. she seems cute.. >.< if she dress as a girl.. haha.. ouh yea.. forgot to tell you all the most important stuff.. IM GOING SINGAPORE THAT NIGHT!! HAHA.. like right after i got my passport.. XD cant wait!!

9 dec 2010

sry for not updating my blog..haha.. cause right after spm i went to queens with lian, rach, josh and rynn.. argh.. that reminds me that i havent watch narnia yet.. lol.. well.. that day got nothing much.. just walk around~~ we eat at a place that i dun like most but josh consider it as good service.. well.. i admit that but still.. its weird.. haha.. then i start to wonder why do men have to turn out tobe a fake girl and girls have to be like tomboy?? okay.. some girls suit to have tomboy outfit but some just dont.. nevermind.. the world goes on and it just change.. cause human change.. till like upside down?? xD i guess its human nature.. right?? cant blame em for that unless they are to0 over.. of course..

sorry im bored

can anyone urge me to read?? haix.. exam gonna be soooooooo dead.. cant study.. >.<
i went out with rynn a lot.. going out again this sunday~ haha.. she become my driver.. without gps.. haha.. gonna be lost somewhere in the island.. u know wad she say?? "its okay.. take it as we go round the island" lolxx.. =.= got a few picss of rynn.. i will post it tmr.. haha cause im going out later again with ying ting.. hehe.. go and ce raymond lam at queens.. XD catch up!! =D

100 truths bout me!!

what was your :
last food : cake nn pie
last baverage : honey??
last phone call : sharyn
last song you listen to : wo men mei you zai yi qi
last time you cried : the day before.. cause of the movie pao mo zhi xia.. hehe

have you ever :
6. date someone twice : yupp.. <3
7. been cheated on : i guess so.. ='(
8. kissed someone and regretted it : i guess so.. haix.. sad memory.. haha.. joking joking..
9. lost someone special : sadly yeaa.. =[
10. been depressed : duhh..
11. been drunk and threw up : nope.. but been drunk before.. haha..

list two favourite colours:
12. white
13. baby pink

THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU :
14. made a new friend : yupp.. =]
15. fallen in love : yupp yupp.. =)
16. laugh till you cried : often.. hehe..
17. met someone who changed you : am not sure bout dat..
18. found out who your true friends were : i tink so.. at first yea la.. hehe..
19. found out someone was talking bout you : duhh.. if de someone thinks dat i dunno.. too bad..
20. kissed anyone on your friend's list : nope.. haha
21. how many people on your friends list do you know in real life : quite a number..
22. how many kids do you want to have : havent think bout it..
23. do you have any pets : yupp.. i've got fishy nn once got a bird..
24. do you wanna change your name : maybe.. maybe not.. =]
25. what did you do for your last birthday : celebrate it with my darlings nn my family.. =]
26. what time did you wake up today : quite late.. like 10 something?? i skipped school.. hehe.. shhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
27. what were you doing on midnight last night : online.. chatting.. nn fb-ing..
28. name something you cannot wait for : to know how's my life next time.. =0
29. last time you saw your mum : onehour ago?
30. one thing you wish you could change your life : regretted a lot of thingss.. but still.. its my life rtye?? leave it as it was would be the best..
31. what are you listening to right now : wo men mei you zai yi qi..
32. have you ever talk to a person name tom : huh?? who's dat?? tom cruise??
33. what's getting on your nerves right now : nothing.. ^^
34. most visited webpage : fb, msn (duhh), youtube,
35. what's your real name : do i need to ans dat??
36. what's your nickname : joyce <3
37. relationship status : single nn available.. haha.. not really.. engagged to SPM
38. zodiac sign : cancer!! <3
39. female or male : female??
40. primary school : CGL, SK Seri Permai
41. middle school : SMKBJ
42. high school / college : not yt.. hehe..
43. hair colour: black but not charcoal black.. like very dark brown??
44. short or long : shoulder length..
45. height: 166cm
46. do you have a crush on someone : for now?? nope..
47. what do you like about yourself : almost everything.. =]
48. piercings : 5
49. tatto0s : none..
50. righty or lefty : righty

FIRSTS:
51. first surgery : neva done before..
52. first piercing : when i was a kid??
53. first sport you joined in : cant remember..
54. first vacation : not sure where but got photos of it..
55. first pair of trainers : ??
56. eating : food??
57. drinking : milk..
58. i'm about to : bored till death
59. listening to : wo men mei you zai yi qi
60. waiting for : my cousin's doctor to call her name..
waiting for YOU!!

YOUR FUTURE :
61. want children : not sure..
62. getting married : let the future decide
63. career : make up artist, tour leading.. hehe.. nt very sure yt..

WHICH IS BETTER :
64. lips or eyes : both??
65. hugs or kisses : hugs..
66. shorter or taller : taller.. =]
67. older or younger : older but not too old..
68. romantic or spontaneous : both??
69. nice stomach or nice arms : also both.. haha
70. sensitive or loud : sensitive..
71. hook-up or relationship ; relationship
72. trouble maker or hesitant : cant decide..

HAVE YOU EVER :
73. kissed a stranger : no.. dats like so ewww..
74. drank hard liquor : nope..
75. lost your glasses / contact : not dat forgetfull yt.. =P
76. sex on first date : never..
77. broken someone's heart : yupp.. sorry if you could forgive.. =]
78. ate chocolate : duhh.. who never??
79. been arrested : nope.. at least not yt..
80. turned someone down : yea..
81. cried when someone died : yupp..
82. fallen for a friend : yea.. haixx..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
83. yourself : at times..
84. miracles : when dere's the need
85. love at first sight : not really
86. heaven : yea..
87. santa claus : no.. dat's for kids..
88. kissed on the first date : not really..
89. angels : no.. but angelic-devils are around..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
90. had more than one girlfriend / boyfriend at a time : no.. but almost? haha.. joking..
91. did you sing today : like everyday??
92. ever cheated on somebody : yea..
93. if you could go back in time, how far would you go : everytime dat i lie.. when i wish i did not
94. if you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be : 31 dec 2009..
95. are you afraid of falling in love : a lil..
96. there are many types of loves : duhh.. dere's loads rtye??
97. want to date your ex again : nope..
98. regretted you date someone : not really.. dey give me great memories..
99. the person who are important to you : arthur, sharyn nn all my beloved friends..
100. your feeling right now : wanna hug someone.. >.< haha

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lame teacha..

omg.. guess what i've been through for this week?? a total day from hell.. monday, 23 august 2010, first period-the period after usual official assembly.. in just a few minutes after the lesson start i have to switch my place like from the first row in the class to the last row of th class.. same goes to kat.. while my friend sam have to stand on the chair.. and within seconds.. guess what happen?? i had to stand on the chair too!! wad the hell weyh?! wanna know why?? sam have to stand on the chair while kat nn i hav to get to the back of class just becoz of sam often turns her head to the bak of the class nn i guess that freaking teacha jux dun like it.. tinks she's jealouse.. nn i had to stand on the chair coz of i was talking to kat frm one corner to the otha end of the corner (after we switched place) nn that was like more of sign language than talking.. or else we have toshout frm one end to the otha end of the class.. argh!!! hate her soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.. i dun care much but i was playing a fool AFTER i had to stand on the chair.. guess wad nex?? sam turn behind again which was normal since she was all alone afta kat nn i were draaaaaaaaag to the bak of the class.. we kinda sign language each otha.. guesss what that supa dupa crazy childish + mental prob teacha does?? she ask sam to get outta de class.. WID HER CHAIR.. whats more is sam hav to stand on top of the chair like OUTSIDE OF THE CLASS.. wad the hell was she tinking?? her's to do wadeva she want us to do?? no doubt sam jux went outta de class.. nn DAT teacha jux gave her 10 demerrit cuz of dat.. wad the hell?? not to mention she ady did the same ting to balraj.. urgh!! thinking of wad she did might jux add more wrinkles nn pimples onto my face!! hate her sooooooooooooooo much.. she peek on girls.. CHINESE GIRLS.. dat kind of teacha would neva get respect frm me-- not anymore.. its not like we disturb her class oso ryte?? =(
cant remember much on tuesday..
while on wed.. i had to run up nn down and all over the school not jux once but a few tims jux for a stupid KK card.. ish ish ish.. first dere i went to ms. lim to get my card bak but she say my card wasnt wid her.. she say it was with mr. lim.. she was at the first floor nn i my class is at the top.. not to mention i've went down dere fo like once or twice before she asked me to ce her.. so i went to mr. lim table but at last i decided that his place is too messy to find a piece of my card.. so, i went up.. jux went i sat, i told sam wad happen nn she ask me to go to the staff room again to find it.. jux dat dix time she will find it for me.. okay.. there i go.. nn yeah.. i found!! so i went to ms. lim to ask her to sign for me.. then dere was this syahbandar stuff dat i was asked to settled nn i hav to go all the way upstairs to find awi then bak to her to giv her a piece of namelist.. after everything was settled.. i finally can get bak to my class.. guess wad?? I FORGOT TO TAKE MY CARD BAK ALONG.. so much for the morning exercise.. lets skip to the afternoon part where i ask "that teacher" to sign my card for me.. guess wad she say to me?? "swee hon, awak mahu lagi tak cakap kat kelas cikgu??" in a so damn sarcarstic way.. urgh.. hate her..

june-august

a lot dat happens in between this two months.. couldnt remember much.. i guess i will jux say randomly.. haha.. my group was like getting colder to each otha.. jc nn rn will talk about sj, ryn sometimes jux disappear leaving me alone like nobody buisness dere.. sort of like invisible.. duno dun care.. ive been in a hard time getting a true fwenship nn i realize its harder than getting a relationship.. why is it like dat?? until the week before i thought i hav found myself some true fwenxx but now im not so sure.. before ryn told me i tout tis group was like nice nn they dun sort of backstab.. but im not so sure nw.. haix.. i getting confused.. can anyone jux solve this puzzle for me?? ryn say dey neva care fo her and she always hav to go find em as they dun go to her.. but wad about me?? i can tell dat no one in my group come n find me unless they need something.. but nvm la.. its not like it bothers me a lot.. i do have problems.. but im not sure whether i should share it with em or not.. i scare they will spread it or anything.. my top secret only got a few ppl knew.. haha.. which included ryn of course, ash, kish nn eu(i duno why) haha.. den amma.. sharyn told her.. i told her not to tell anyone.. bt lucky amma din tell anyoe else.. about my prob.. how shud i solve it?? im doomed.. every step dat i take makes it more complicated.. so i jux let it be; remain the same nn unchanged.. nex.. my mum.. why does she hav to scold me like every single day?? argh.. cant help it but i will say bad things behind her back.. its not all my fault ryte?? my mum like dat ryn mum oso no gud to her.. haix.. pity her oso.. her mum scold her till like wad only.. ish ish ish.. tak guna mia mum.. i really did hav fun in celebrating racheng nn syahirah bday.. p.s. i first time going out wid hoey yuen, amma nn syahirah.. XD it was fantastic.. but we're almost like a bunch of crazy ppl.. talking bout crazy ppl i miss the the went out with josh, arthur, ryn, liying, li ean nn rachel to gurney.. dat was a blast.. XDXPXD spm is in 3 months time but i still cant jux open my book to study or do some exercise.. why?? any solution for this?? >.< i really need to brush up on my math, phys, bio, ad math nn chem.. ouh ya.. arthur.. gud luck on yur trial!! work hard nn study smart ya.. XD that's all for now..
love you all.. <3