J[o]Y[c]E

sem break one!! xD

2011-09-18T09:13:00.000-07:00

wow.. it seems that i've missed bloggies alot again.. nevermind me.. =] i will try to update as soon as possible.. xD wookay.. so far wad happen?? hmm.. let me see.. college, college, work work.. oh well.. skip that shall we?? xD its not like i really do remember the dramas of my class.. xD holiday!!! wee.. okay.. on fri.. umm.. nothing much.. dinner with racheng they all.. sat, sun work.. mon.. went out with kat and cin.. watched movie.. cause we dont get to book neway.. tue, wed,thur went cameron!! with family.. mum's fren's and family.. xD wow.. i seriously loves the strawberry park hotel.. waaa~~ so nice.. xD nice rooms.. nice view.. nice swimming pool!! xD am kinda lazy to upload pic here.. anyway.. u can see it from my lurve joyce's profile in facebook.. xD its not-so-cooling in cameron and i even had suntanned there.. >.< oh no.. look at my feet and you'll know why.. note this.. important stuff.. i gain weight there!! haha.. i ate early breakfast, breakfast, brunch, lunch, double tea time, dinner and double supper for three days in a row!! omg!! i dont think ppl will be reading this anyway.. so.. shall we proceed?? haha.. i rule anyway ryte?? it mua blog.. xD followed by one whole damn week free with some outing.. then... genting + KL trip!! xD its was fun and "fun".. ahaha.. woo.. its still fresh in my memory and i could merely describe them all~~ xD a day earlier i went for a sort-of outing with jessie, jessica, aichee, and kaesian for a sort-of kaesian's bday celebration. xD anyway we ended up with a lantern walk.. xD was fun cause we dont hold lantern and go around for a really long period of time already!! wont you agree with me? aww.. darn.. my keypad's went wrong.. any error?? well.. am sorry with that.. let's proceed.. the jess(s) has a really nice room.. xD that's just fyi.. xP next morning we meet up everyone else at 5 am somewhere nearby my college.. sadly the bus driver reached at 5++ almost 6!! what a waste of time.. in bus most of us were asleep and some took pics especially kenny.. he took some UGLY pics.. like seriously UGLY.. xD reached kl at 11am.. we're splited up by then.. went for shopping and stuffss.. glad that i have eriko all along!! xD we continue our journey at 5? i think.. to genting.. reached at god knows when.. xD ahhh..damn mum.. forgot everything else that i wanted to write.. =[ proceed to day 2 then.. we went for ALL games at genting.. really had fun especially the bumper cars.. xD hard to describe in words actually.. what's important is what's in memory ryte?? xD a confession.. xD i think i mite like him.. but i wish that i will be over him soon. =] p.s. pics are at joyce thean profile!! xD

my trueself~~ xD

2011-07-16T10:21:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2011-07-15T19:22:00.000-07:00

Its been 8 weeks since I enter into college life. I starts to know each and everyone of my classmate better. But, of course, I will never know their trueself. Well, we doesn’t not hang out that often as we did. Reasons and rejections that I wanna hear no more, I’d rather just let them plan. I just enter college like two months but I had a feeling that it wouldn’t be a dream school of mine. The one that I am close to the most doesn’t care much about ppl and I do really hates that she is ALWAYS late. Sorry, but I din say it because of once or twice situation. I am too, close with a Jackie *I think*, he’s fun that I wouldn’t really be bored around him.. but I felt sorry as they always says that we’re couple. Maybe I wouldn’t feel it that way if they are not that closed-minded. =[ but, whatever it is, I dun giv a damn bout it. I bet it would be great if he was my elder brother. Haha.. one day maybe?? =D

Recently, I sort of chatted with a guy-girl. Then, the next day my classmate ask me about it. Then I thought it was nothing. UNTIL few days ago, I heard them saying about me cause I talked sign-languagely to the guy-girl’s friend and maybe they thought I talked to the guy-girl. If she really does likes her, then just tell. I mean no onewould have known if you don’t tell right? This is no more a normal world. Abnormal are normal nowadays. Besides, what is so wrong of me talking to a friend? I am clearly not a lesbian. If I am then the possibilities of me liking one guy-girl is totally so not her. If I talks to a guy they says me sorts of stuffs and the same damn thing happens when I talks to a girl then who do u expect me to talk to?? If you really don’t wan me to talk to her so badly, then just talk to me about it. Then I wont talk to her unless its necessary. I’m cool with that. But, just don’t talk behind my back could you? Take it as I plead you or anything, but I am really sick of it.
Just few days ago, we had this bbq event at paradise beach. We start off with taking breakfast after account test. Well.. I dun wanna talk about account test. All I can say is “oh, fuck!!” so, lets continue with after breakfast. We went to study room, we played cards version monopoly there and that’s when I realized that they talks about me. Believe it or not but they say me “yam chin” BECAUSE OF A GUY-GIRL.. WHAT THE HELL weyh??!! Ignore that, let’s move on. After that we go tesco to shop for bbq stuffs!! Quite fun and noisy we were. xD after having our lunch, we moved on to the beach. Then we starts to play like, hell yes, we haven’t play in a long time. I’ve played banana boat for the very first time with Kenny, Vicky, ai chee, Jessica, ken fai, kar wei and I on the boat. The fun part and also the worst part is when they dump us into the sea!! We swim like quite a distant to reach back to the beach. I join Kenny and Vicky more while playing in the sea. But, of course, I did join the others to play games and stuffs. Later that evening, jee ning join us, but she was kinda lonely. I pitied her but couldn’t help much. The game that last longest was that gym game.. Kenny and Jackie run so fast like they never run before.. ahaha.. so, overall, that day was fun until after the games. My classmate, yi wei and Vicky’s belongings was stolen. Later that night, we went for supper. I kinda thought of my ex. So, my mood wasn’t that good. I thought I’ve forgot completely bout him ady~ maybe it’s because I went to the place we’ve been together before.. =[ nevermind.. I will try my best to forgive and forget. =] my mood was better on the way back home.. talked a lot to yin ching and ken fai for the first time!!
I will try my best to cope with my classmate more in the future.. =] I will smile no matter what happens. If that’s for the better, I will try my best to do it. Wish me luck!! =D

2011-06-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

week 3 - week 5 in college

2011-06-10T03:35:00.001-07:00

well.. as you can see, i started my college on week 3, which means that i missed my orientation and first week of studies.. that is because.. i actually dun feel like studying yet.. at first is like, i wanna take physcology.. then mum dun let. fine.. then i wanna take a-level then cont my studies in singapore.. and.. guess wad?? she doesnt approved too.. but i realize that i couldnt afford to waste a whole damn year on wasting time so i finally decided to study business management.. although wad im really studyinbg now is not business management but business admin.. sokay.. its almost the same ryte? another problem.. mum insist me on going to TARC.. BUT.. i havent got any frens there.. so i admit that i was really scared on my first day of college. on the first day, i could still remember that i approached Jee Ning cause i thought she's the tutor but.. sry.. i got it wrong.. couldnt deny that i do feel lonely on tha first few days of college cause am new.. ouh ya.. just to tell.. i went in wrong class a few times and also went in wrong lectural once.. so damn embarrasing.. @.@ but now.. to me.. its different.. they are really cool and funny people that cheer up the class.. xD the first time i went out with my classmate, Eriko, is on 3rd of june.. going for "chocolate fair" which dun sell much chocolates but other stuffs.. after that we went and find jackie at his work place.. xD quite fun actually but i really hate the part when we're waiting for bus.. 2 and half hours.. imagine that.. it's so damn freaking long.. then, on tuesday 7 june 2011.. i went and watch movie- insidious with my classmates at gurney plaza which includes Eriko, jackie, kenny, ai fern, jessie, jessica, jacqueline, ai chee, wen hui,kae sian, hui ying, yi jing, kean fai, and a few more.. which i still couldnt remember their name.. sry ya! ouh ya.. i think i gt trauma frm that movie.. scares me everyday.. =.= that's all for now i guess.. =D here are some picturesss.. <3

prom??????????? take a look at my fb laa~~

2010-12-21T08:47:00.001-08:00

pics for trip to singapore??

2010-12-21T08:17:00.000-08:00

11-17 dec 2010??

2010-12-21T07:53:00.002-08:00

i reach singapore around?? 9 smth i guess.. in the bus was like soooooooooooooo damn cold.. lol.. cant really sleep.. haix.. ouh ya.. then when we reach.. we walk to sharyn's dad office..later her dad fetch us to the place where the audition is held.. haix.. i felt so sorry for causing her dad so much trouble.. first, he had to fetch us all the way to that place when he doesnt know the way and then we din prepare anthing and her dad had to fetch us to who-knows-where to take photo.. lol.. AND there's no cab which is available to fetch us back.. wth?? haix.. damn sui wann.. about that audition all i can say is it make me nervous the whole day but in the end i make my worst.. i forgot all my lyrics, pitch is off, melody is not right.. what could be worst?? regretted but failure is a step to begin a new stuff right..? i mean take it as a experience so that i wouldnt be so nervous next time?? haha.. think positive!! just smile and everything will be okay.. =)second day in singapore..we.. wait let me think.. we went to rivervale mall to buy bubblemilk tea?? haha.. then went compass point to take the LRT map and shop shop.. finally we went to Bugis.. at Bugis, we wanna find the Bugis Street but we couldnt.. we walk a very very very loooooong distance before we like finally reach the destination.. haha.. but nevermind.. we reach anyway.. haha..trust me.. there's ALOT ALOT ALOT OF clothes.. xd SO NICE!! ALL LIKE $10 OR $20.. of course they are all not branded clothes.. what do you expect?? we stay at singapore since sat till friday.. the whole week we went shopping, watch movie, walk and walk and WALK.. of course, shop and shop and SHOP!! xD we also go out with sharyn sister, joycelyn. not bad.. haha.. orchard road was nice.. with all the lights and decoration, its totally not like what we will see in penang.. ouh ya.. ouh yea.. forgot to tell you about Barley.. sharyn's doggy.. a female one.. very cute, soft and super like to eat, eat and eat.. haha.. but she dun get to go out and play.. haix.. she's really adorable.. like in almost every way!! xD i guess thats what a doggy should be right?? wed and thursday in singapore, we did nothing but searching for MY shoe.. lol.. all no size!! haixx.. we search like in a few malls.. the last day was dead bored.. sharyn sLEEP THE WHOLE DAY!! left me dunno what to do.. SUPER HAIXX~

10 dec 2010

2010-12-21T07:53:00.001-08:00

well.. the next day, i went to do my passport like damn early in the morning.. so damn sleepy.. haha.. couldnt help.. who ask my mum always change her mind and give me last minute answer?? ouh ya.. forgot to tell you all.. i pull sharyn to go along!! yay!! i reach there like 7 in the morning and the que was sooooooooooo damn loooooooong.. haix.. wad do i expect?? its holiday season and everyone wanna get outta the country to enjoy right?? soo... guess wad? the passport thing took me like the whole day.. ouh ya.. i saw mr. cheah too.. haha.. he's not doing passport but he accompany his friend who wanna do passport.. so nice tillwe tink that something is wrong between em.. haha.. cant blame us.. teenagers have great imagination.. right?? =D
after i took my passport.. i went to a saloon to TRIM my hair.. but i dun know why it turn out to be so short~ haix.. why am i so sui?? let the student to cut my hair?? i dunno.. what i could say is just.. "nvm.. cant blame em.. they are learning.." ouh ya.. the guy that wash my hair which is a she looks very yeng!! xD i wonder if she's born with wrong sex?? because she really really really suit to be a guy.. haix.. what a waste.. while the guy that cut my hair (WHICH IS ALSO A GIRL) seems to be born with CORRECT sex but she wears wrong outfit.. she seems cute.. >.< if she dress as a girl.. haha.. ouh yea.. forgot to tell you all the most important stuff.. IM GOING SINGAPORE THAT NIGHT!! HAHA.. like right after i got my passport.. XD cant wait!!

9 dec 2010

2010-12-21T07:52:00.000-08:00

sry for not updating my blog..haha.. cause right after spm i went to queens with lian, rach, josh and rynn.. argh.. that reminds me that i havent watch narnia yet.. lol.. well.. that day got nothing much.. just walk around~~ we eat at a place that i dun like most but josh consider it as good service.. well.. i admit that but still.. its weird.. haha.. then i start to wonder why do men have to turn out tobe a fake girl and girls have to be like tomboy?? okay.. some girls suit to have tomboy outfit but some just dont.. nevermind.. the world goes on and it just change.. cause human change.. till like upside down?? xD i guess its human nature.. right?? cant blame em for that unless they are to0 over.. of course..

sorry im bored

2010-10-15T01:27:00.000-07:00

can anyone urge me to read?? haix.. exam gonna be soooooooo dead.. cant study.. >.<
i went out with rynn a lot.. going out again this sunday~ haha.. she become my driver.. without gps.. haha.. gonna be lost somewhere in the island.. u know wad she say?? "its okay.. take it as we go round the island" lolxx.. =.= got a few picss of rynn.. i will post it tmr.. haha cause im going out later again with ying ting.. hehe.. go and ce raymond lam at queens.. XD catch up!! =D

100 truths bout me!!

2010-10-11T01:53:00.000-07:00

what was your :
last food : cake nn pie
last baverage : honey??
last phone call : sharyn
last song you listen to : wo men mei you zai yi qi
last time you cried : the day before.. cause of the movie pao mo zhi xia.. hehe

have you ever :
6. date someone twice : yupp.. <3
7. been cheated on : i guess so.. ='(
8. kissed someone and regretted it : i guess so.. haix.. sad memory.. haha.. joking joking..
9. lost someone special : sadly yeaa.. =[
10. been depressed : duhh..
11. been drunk and threw up : nope.. but been drunk before.. haha..

list two favourite colours:
12. white
13. baby pink

THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU :
14. made a new friend : yupp.. =]
15. fallen in love : yupp yupp.. =)
16. laugh till you cried : often.. hehe..
17. met someone who changed you : am not sure bout dat..
18. found out who your true friends were : i tink so.. at first yea la.. hehe..
19. found out someone was talking bout you : duhh.. if de someone thinks dat i dunno.. too bad..
20. kissed anyone on your friend's list : nope.. haha
21. how many people on your friends list do you know in real life : quite a number..
22. how many kids do you want to have : havent think bout it..
23. do you have any pets : yupp.. i've got fishy nn once got a bird..
24. do you wanna change your name : maybe.. maybe not.. =]
25. what did you do for your last birthday : celebrate it with my darlings nn my family.. =]
26. what time did you wake up today : quite late.. like 10 something?? i skipped school.. hehe.. shhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
27. what were you doing on midnight last night : online.. chatting.. nn fb-ing..
28. name something you cannot wait for : to know how's my life next time.. =0
29. last time you saw your mum : onehour ago?
30. one thing you wish you could change your life : regretted a lot of thingss.. but still.. its my life rtye?? leave it as it was would be the best..
31. what are you listening to right now : wo men mei you zai yi qi..
32. have you ever talk to a person name tom : huh?? who's dat?? tom cruise??
33. what's getting on your nerves right now : nothing.. ^^
34. most visited webpage : fb, msn (duhh), youtube,
35. what's your real name : do i need to ans dat??
36. what's your nickname : joyce <3
37. relationship status : single nn available.. haha.. not really.. engagged to SPM
38. zodiac sign : cancer!! <3
39. female or male : female??
40. primary school : CGL, SK Seri Permai
41. middle school : SMKBJ
42. high school / college : not yt.. hehe..
43. hair colour: black but not charcoal black.. like very dark brown??
44. short or long : shoulder length..
45. height: 166cm
46. do you have a crush on someone : for now?? nope..
47. what do you like about yourself : almost everything.. =]
48. piercings : 5
49. tatto0s : none..
50. righty or lefty : righty

FIRSTS:
51. first surgery : neva done before..
52. first piercing : when i was a kid??
53. first sport you joined in : cant remember..
54. first vacation : not sure where but got photos of it..
55. first pair of trainers : ??
56. eating : food??
57. drinking : milk..
58. i'm about to : bored till death
59. listening to : wo men mei you zai yi qi
60. waiting for : my cousin's doctor to call her name..
waiting for YOU!!

YOUR FUTURE :
61. want children : not sure..
62. getting married : let the future decide
63. career : make up artist, tour leading.. hehe.. nt very sure yt..

WHICH IS BETTER :
64. lips or eyes : both??
65. hugs or kisses : hugs..
66. shorter or taller : taller.. =]
67. older or younger : older but not too old..
68. romantic or spontaneous : both??
69. nice stomach or nice arms : also both.. haha
70. sensitive or loud : sensitive..
71. hook-up or relationship ; relationship
72. trouble maker or hesitant : cant decide..

HAVE YOU EVER :
73. kissed a stranger : no.. dats like so ewww..
74. drank hard liquor : nope..
75. lost your glasses / contact : not dat forgetfull yt.. =P
76. sex on first date : never..
77. broken someone's heart : yupp.. sorry if you could forgive.. =]
78. ate chocolate : duhh.. who never??
79. been arrested : nope.. at least not yt..
80. turned someone down : yea..
81. cried when someone died : yupp..
82. fallen for a friend : yea.. haixx..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :
83. yourself : at times..
84. miracles : when dere's the need
85. love at first sight : not really
86. heaven : yea..
87. santa claus : no.. dat's for kids..
88. kissed on the first date : not really..
89. angels : no.. but angelic-devils are around..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
90. had more than one girlfriend / boyfriend at a time : no.. but almost? haha.. joking..
91. did you sing today : like everyday??
92. ever cheated on somebody : yea..
93. if you could go back in time, how far would you go : everytime dat i lie.. when i wish i did not
94. if you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be : 31 dec 2009..
95. are you afraid of falling in love : a lil..
96. there are many types of loves : duhh.. dere's loads rtye??
97. want to date your ex again : nope..
98. regretted you date someone : not really.. dey give me great memories..
99. the person who are important to you : arthur, sharyn nn all my beloved friends..
100. your feeling right now : wanna hug someone.. >.< haha

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lame teacha..

2010-08-26T04:23:00.000-07:00

omg.. guess what i've been through for this week?? a total day from hell.. monday, 23 august 2010, first period-the period after usual official assembly.. in just a few minutes after the lesson start i have to switch my place like from the first row in the class to the last row of th class.. same goes to kat.. while my friend sam have to stand on the chair.. and within seconds.. guess what happen?? i had to stand on the chair too!! wad the hell weyh?! wanna know why?? sam have to stand on the chair while kat nn i hav to get to the back of class just becoz of sam often turns her head to the bak of the class nn i guess that freaking teacha jux dun like it.. tinks she's jealouse.. nn i had to stand on the chair coz of i was talking to kat frm one corner to the otha end of the corner (after we switched place) nn that was like more of sign language than talking.. or else we have toshout frm one end to the otha end of the class.. argh!!! hate her soooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.. i dun care much but i was playing a fool AFTER i had to stand on the chair.. guess wad nex?? sam turn behind again which was normal since she was all alone afta kat nn i were draaaaaaaaag to the bak of the class.. we kinda sign language each otha.. guesss what that supa dupa crazy childish + mental prob teacha does?? she ask sam to get outta de class.. WID HER CHAIR.. whats more is sam hav to stand on top of the chair like OUTSIDE OF THE CLASS.. wad the hell was she tinking?? her's to do wadeva she want us to do?? no doubt sam jux went outta de class.. nn DAT teacha jux gave her 10 demerrit cuz of dat.. wad the hell?? not to mention she ady did the same ting to balraj.. urgh!! thinking of wad she did might jux add more wrinkles nn pimples onto my face!! hate her sooooooooooooooo much.. she peek on girls.. CHINESE GIRLS.. dat kind of teacha would neva get respect frm me-- not anymore.. its not like we disturb her class oso ryte?? =(
cant remember much on tuesday..
while on wed.. i had to run up nn down and all over the school not jux once but a few tims jux for a stupid KK card.. ish ish ish.. first dere i went to ms. lim to get my card bak but she say my card wasnt wid her.. she say it was with mr. lim.. she was at the first floor nn i my class is at the top.. not to mention i've went down dere fo like once or twice before she asked me to ce her.. so i went to mr. lim table but at last i decided that his place is too messy to find a piece of my card.. so, i went up.. jux went i sat, i told sam wad happen nn she ask me to go to the staff room again to find it.. jux dat dix time she will find it for me.. okay.. there i go.. nn yeah.. i found!! so i went to ms. lim to ask her to sign for me.. then dere was this syahbandar stuff dat i was asked to settled nn i hav to go all the way upstairs to find awi then bak to her to giv her a piece of namelist.. after everything was settled.. i finally can get bak to my class.. guess wad?? I FORGOT TO TAKE MY CARD BAK ALONG.. so much for the morning exercise.. lets skip to the afternoon part where i ask "that teacher" to sign my card for me.. guess wad she say to me?? "swee hon, awak mahu lagi tak cakap kat kelas cikgu??" in a so damn sarcarstic way.. urgh.. hate her..

june-august

2010-08-21T08:03:00.000-07:00

a lot dat happens in between this two months.. couldnt remember much.. i guess i will jux say randomly.. haha.. my group was like getting colder to each otha.. jc nn rn will talk about sj, ryn sometimes jux disappear leaving me alone like nobody buisness dere.. sort of like invisible.. duno dun care.. ive been in a hard time getting a true fwenship nn i realize its harder than getting a relationship.. why is it like dat?? until the week before i thought i hav found myself some true fwenxx but now im not so sure.. before ryn told me i tout tis group was like nice nn they dun sort of backstab.. but im not so sure nw.. haix.. i getting confused.. can anyone jux solve this puzzle for me?? ryn say dey neva care fo her and she always hav to go find em as they dun go to her.. but wad about me?? i can tell dat no one in my group come n find me unless they need something.. but nvm la.. its not like it bothers me a lot.. i do have problems.. but im not sure whether i should share it with em or not.. i scare they will spread it or anything.. my top secret only got a few ppl knew.. haha.. which included ryn of course, ash, kish nn eu(i duno why) haha.. den amma.. sharyn told her.. i told her not to tell anyone.. bt lucky amma din tell anyoe else.. about my prob.. how shud i solve it?? im doomed.. every step dat i take makes it more complicated.. so i jux let it be; remain the same nn unchanged.. nex.. my mum.. why does she hav to scold me like every single day?? argh.. cant help it but i will say bad things behind her back.. its not all my fault ryte?? my mum like dat ryn mum oso no gud to her.. haix.. pity her oso.. her mum scold her till like wad only.. ish ish ish.. tak guna mia mum.. i really did hav fun in celebrating racheng nn syahirah bday.. p.s. i first time going out wid hoey yuen, amma nn syahirah.. XD it was fantastic.. but we're almost like a bunch of crazy ppl.. talking bout crazy ppl i miss the the went out with josh, arthur, ryn, liying, li ean nn rachel to gurney.. dat was a blast.. XDXPXD spm is in 3 months time but i still cant jux open my book to study or do some exercise.. why?? any solution for this?? >.< i really need to brush up on my math, phys, bio, ad math nn chem.. ouh ya.. arthur.. gud luck on yur trial!! work hard nn study smart ya.. XD that's all for now..
love you all.. <3

24 june

2010-06-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

waa.. today damn boring weyh.. 6 hours of spm ceramah.. >.< listen till fall asleep.. >.< din really pay attention.. phy was de first one.. walaueh.. damn boring.. he speaks damn SLOW.. not interested plus dun understand wad he's craping about.. haix.. end up eating all day long.. nex is chem.. okay laa.. beta den phys.. at least i do smth.. den bio was like sleep all de time.. waa.. liean kacau me wen i was sleeping.. >.< be syok her... hmph.. haha.. after sch like kids ny... we play hair-pulling.. haha.. sharyn tak kena ny cause she gud in defending.. no fair..

2010 june holiday

2010-06-20T04:34:00.000-07:00

dix holiday was totally a blast and unpredictable.. my exam ends on wed.. guess wad?? after exam i went for undang the next day.. exam again.. =.= tink dat mum's kinda pissed off cause i told her de last minute.. dun care anyway.. i can still remember dat de penceramah was very damn like decoram lim.. dunno why nn how.. but his lesson was kinda fun.. de second section is like a total crap.. makes me sleepy like hell.. he keep repeating the same thing.. den he took de car model nn play with it.. XD

then friday.. was a teacher's day.. my class look damn down.. unlike the elit clss they even bring a radio nn make their class like karaoke.. haha.. de lower form also kinda nice.. dere's a whole damn lots of activity on that day.. teacher's playing game nn there a quite a number of performance.. then at nite is the pre-camp for pekboree silver 2010.. i tink dat a lot ppl dun like our camp chair-lady.. kinda bossy.. but i kinda tink dat its too much.. she might be bossy but you neva noe how it feels when yur 'dipulaukan' by almost all de ppl.. just know it cause i noe gs damn beh syok me still.. dun care laa.. if she wanna beh syok me dats her problem ryte?? i did not overnite at school instead i overnite at sam's hse.. sat was kinda tiring.. i dun remember wad time de kids arrive but i noe i got 10 kids.. at first they are like damn shy.. but later.. u shall ce their real attitude.. i realize that they are damn racist.. chinese complains bout the malays,malays complian bout the chinese.. lucky me there's only one indian nn they could get along well..adam is a nice kid while jarrod is so damn stubborn.. argh.. listen to me but wen im not dere he makes troubles to me.. pekboree's activities are as the same as the previous pekborees.. weng yee seems cant control his kids.. haha.. he run all over to catch one kid back nn the others goes away..XD pekboree ends on sunday.. which makes me to go to my account tuition right after the camp.. u noe how tiring it is?? cant really focus that day..

on monday.. cant remember.. guess i clean my room..

tuesday- i went out with my mum to the lawyer place cause she wanna sell our old hse.. dunno why she drag me dere but its damn boring.. guess wad i got a damn surprising news.. my ku ma (aunt) passed away on monday.. at nite mum plans to visit my aunt's funeral but here comes my sis saying that sshe wanna wash hair ix nn that b4 going.. then my house lift broke down.. mum got fed up nn decide not to go..

wednesday- i told my mum dat i wanna go hang out with kat on dat day.. i told her like a few days before.. but she claims dat i neva did told her.. she damn over.. she told me she wanna visit my aunt's funeral but hello.. dats like at nite ryte?? wen i wanna go out the time is like 11 am.. still got around 10 hours b4 she goes there.. she insist on not letting me go.. kay.. fine.. i go school instead.. just remember that i hav got musical meeting.. thanks to dat meeting i could get myself outta jail..at nite i visit my aunt funeral till like 12 smth den ny go bak..dat day i was told dat i have two niece one older den me nn the other younger den me by a year.. nn i also got a nephew.. older den me by 3 years.. felt so damn old for a moment..

thur- was at home the whole day till at nite go my aunt funeral again nn overnite there.. =.= den my sis nn i starts to mix around with our niece nn nephew.. we play poker nn den go mcd.. at mcd my nephew took my hp away.. ish ish ish.. its without my permission fyi..den we ot bek to de funeral place.. nn he not yet finish with my hp..he gave me my hp bak like after taking it for a few hours..

fri- there goes the ending of the funeral ceremony.. then i was totally surprise dat my nephew nn niece is going to overnite at my hse on dat nite.. dinner time niece nn nephew eats a lot.. neva knew dat.. then we go take a walk at queens..at nite we drink wine.. hey.. i drink it like for de first time damn bitter but i drank three cups.. my niece say she wanna sleeps with me nn my nephew says that he dun wanna sleep alone so we end up sleep together.. p.s. something happen that nite..

sat- after fetching my sis to work we went to have dim sum.. once again dey eat a lot nn worst ting i was kinda forced to eat along.. =.= so damn full.. after dat i went gurney with sharyn.. went to watch movie.. i wanted to watch letters to juliet but we were late cause of de bus.. haix.. den we watch nanny mcphee instead.. after that we watch mamarduke.. kinda funny show.. then sharyn nn i go bak by bus.. i damn wanna told her wadever that happen last nite but she is so damn quiet nn cold dat i change my mind.. cause of potato she like change to another person.. nn wadever happens on sat nite i does really bother me..

mon- li ean's bday.. went to queens.. ah rynn eat curry mee nn cendol at 11 am.. all santan.. then we went nn buy cake.. for li ean to surprise her.. XD
for lunch we eat at daves deli.. we gave her a brownies as a cake (tout dat we could prank on her) but we failed to..den we go queens market at nite cause dunno where to eat nn we meet mr decoram dere.. so shui.. we din sit long till li ean decided to eat at mcd.. sharyn nn i run like nobody buisness to reach mcd b4 li ean.. but whole ting was screwed up..

tue- went for computer test but i did not read till dat morningg haha.. nvm.. i passed anyway.. after dat i went liying hse to on9 nn ce casper.. she cook pasta for me.. yum yum.. casper seems to like me.. haha..

wed- went to queens then to prangin then bak to queens again wid liying.. walks a lot on dat day till my feets hurts.. liying bought a dress nice.. damn lady-like.. haha.. found nth in prangin..

thur-stay at home de whole day nn do my homework.. haha.. mostly watch movie laa..

fri- celebrate my bday.. haha.. go eat at azuma.. salmon sushi pizza was damn nice.. yum yum.. go watch toys story 3.. b4 dat go brands cause i plan to buy all same shirt but li ean nn sharyn keep say dun wann.. damn dissapointed.. plan failed.. haix.. the whole day was nice.. den alex called me to watch karate kid which starts at 12.. i watch ady but i still go watch.. ying2 also going so i ask her to go queens ryte after her ttn.. she eats a lot.. >.< at nite my nephew nn niece came over again.. damn surprising.. p.s. smth happen again..

sat- morning i tried to do my work.. but did really a bit ny.. den go out with my niece nn nephew de whole day.. went walk walk nn buy cakes at gurney.. den go my uncle's hse cause their parents are dere nn dey wanna celebrate father's day for their dad nn my uncle.. XD went batu ferringhi to take pics nn eat at tanjung bungah.. damn full.. den at nite niece nn nephew celebrate bday in advance fo me..
damn touching.. haha.. thanks..

sun- tried to do my homework den prepare for my ttn.. p.s. i cried last nite wen dey leave.. haa.. miss dem loadsssssssssssssss.. kinda sleepy at ttn.. till i foget to take my file.. den on9 till now.. haix.. homework not done at all..

stupid!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-21T02:09:00.000-08:00

holiday's ending.. not yet finish decoram's work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
wad de hell is going on weyh??????!!!!!!!!! alwix find fault wid me mia.. dunno how to do yurself meh???? like as if yu neva touch any electronic stuff before.. nn de witch.. neva even buy clothes for me, school fee oso dun pay for me, nothing i had ever wanted she will giv me.. only one thing she will giv ttn fee dat oso i kena scold like hell every month.. wad de hell weyh.. everything i bought she will scold.. even i bought it with my own money de money i earn myself by working eh.. other friends dey work but still deir parents buy dem new year clothes, pay deir school fee, nn stuff.. as for me?? i had to pay all myself.. if like dat den wadever i buy dun nag dy la.. argh.. alwix say wan me to get outta de house.. if im like 18 years old dy i will go far far away lo.. she only wants money ryte?? like nothing else matters to her dy.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.. beta if dun dun read.. dun mind me..

shopping for cny!!

2010-02-12T23:29:00.000-08:00

ying nn i starts our journey at 10.30.. we meet at bj bus stop.. den we took bus to komtar.. we saw few shirt once we reach.. kinda cute.. XD but we din buy yet.. cause wanna see if dere's other design.. den we go prangin we shop loadxx o clothes.. cause de clothes dere are all very nice nn cheap. XD i bought a shirt + pants very cute!! den got a few shirts more.. XD ying bought a shirt which is kinda cute but.. it suits her (kids).. muahahaha.. de part when we wanna go back to komtar nnbuy dat shirt time.. we couldnt find de way to komtar nn guess wad?? we're kinda lost around komtar.. haha.. den we end up walking a big round de whole komtar just to buy dat shirt.. lolxx.. den wen we wanna take bus to gurney also we had to take a very long way.. haha.. nvm.. gud for health though not for skin..we're kinda lucky cause wen we go to de bus stop dere's bus to gurney.. BUT.. we hav to walk quite a distance.. we take dat bus and end up dunno where to stop.. kinda scary cause im afraid dat we might end up go to somewhere instead.. XD lucky me i still recognize de road a bit WEN WE REACH.. before dat i was like did we passed gurney dy?? haha.. den wen we walk ying says dat it was far nn wil get darker.. i was tinking if she get darker den i hangus dy la..? lol.. luckily din bring her wrongly i mean its de correct way to gurney.. or she wil nag.. i guess.. we meet sharyn dere as promise den in awhile sharyn got her shirt dy!! yay.. we took quite some time in de fitting room.. i guess de ppl who wait for our room very sui mia..haha.. we can see dat dey wait til wanna explode dy.. haha.. den we start searching for shoe.. sharyn found her shoe so easily.. as for me.. de shoe dat i like all out of size.. haiz.. after dat we go qb.. din find anything dere.. but saw one bag kinda nice.. XD i reach home at 11.. means i shops for more den 12 hours.. wow.. cool ryte?? XDXDXD

rynn burfday!!

2010-01-22T22:27:00.000-08:00

yesterday celebrate rynn burfdey after sch!! so nice after mv li ean went nn buy cake.. XD den i meet ryn dey al at baskin.. i ask her to take out her spec den she suspect something's fishy dy.. haha.. but she take off her spec oso.. Xd easy.. i jux take my scarf nn blindfold her.. haha.. she scream!! on de way to de beach everyone was like staring at her.. so funny.. XD but she ahh.. haix.. kenot stop talking mia.. keep on asking where we're taking her.. lucky us wen we cross de road dere's no cars.. XD den we kenakan her, put creams on her face nn etc.. muahahhahaa.. den at nite we call potato come over.. rynn was like totally shock.. haha.. but dat time after we eat i lost my hp.. haix.. sad.. i wan a hp!!!!!!!!!!!!1

my school life

2010-01-17T03:02:00.000-08:00

my cousin full moon today!!damn kawaii!! but den she look too chubby dy.. haha.. wanna pinch her.. XD waa~dix week so sui.. sab makes me fall down nn get one ang pao.. haix.. on thur.. we got house meeting.. dey choose me as secretary.. haix.. so much work to do mia.. plus won get points dy.. haix.. nvm.. take it as kerja amal.. muahahaha.. XD nn den deir udang di seblik batu for choosing me as de secretary shows.. dey wann me to be deir commander agin dix year.. i dun wann laa.. T-T but arthur threaten me.. haix.. nvm i can blackmail him back.. haha.. XD den volleyball time im president ma.. so ma go nn play volleyball wid em lo.. if not later mr.cheah say im not active nn wadeva.. my hand damn pain!! >.<>

school reopen!! XD

2010-01-09T18:53:00.000-08:00

waa~ school reopen dy!! >.<

first day ny got stuffs to do dy.. haix.. wad homework was it again?? bio i guess.. nn hav to pass up de nex day!! wad de hell??! haix.. nvm.. XD ouh ya.. first day oso got orientation for form 1.. XD so kawaii!! mathu gav quite a long speech till like over de time given to us.. =.= haha.. nvm.. dere's new rules nn stuff summore!! plus i not yet buy my blazer!! waa~ pn.wan's so gonna kill me if i dun buy.. i din buy any book yet cause my hse mia witch dun wanna giv me money!! haix.. i hav to buy everything myself!! so unfair.. >.<

i hav got a few target but will i hit it? i guess not.. =X overall school was okae except de fact dat i din do my homework yet, i hav to wake up early, nn i hav no much time for myself.. even i take ttn my mum oso bla bla bla.. i din take dat many ttn ryte?? haix.. yesterday was boring but kinda fun at nite.. i went to ryn mia hse afta ttn.. XD den i on9 til 2 smth.. at first ryn was tired dy manatau wen i reach home nn on9 she nn li ean bully me!! hmph.. shawn oso.. all same gang wan.. pembuli!! hmph.. dun wanna chai u all dy.. haha joking2.. XD den.. today pula.. got gathering meeting.. at tian hong's at 2 pm later!! XD

im still tinking, wondering nn wadeva-ing dat shud i take account?? my account result is beta den some of my science subject mia result laa.. but.. i still cant made my decision!! >.< wad shud i do??

2010-01-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

lolxx..

2010-01-01T06:00:00.000-08:00

woo hoo.. last day of working.. but den its also means dat spm drews nearer.. >.< style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_rEMwjHgs5ps/Sz4Ab5qbnqI/AAAAAAAAANo/-UywgUAeHvs/s320/DSC04065.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5421771480735915682">

2009-12-23T08:24:00.001-08:00

my newborn cousin!!!!!!!!! cute ma?? love her loadxx!!

2009-12-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

my cousin!!!!! cute leh??? but damn damn damn gai wann.. haix..

outting wid josephine!!

2009-12-16T17:22:00.000-08:00

i wen to her hse in de morning like.. 12 something.. guess wad?? she jux woke up.. lol.. i neva expect her to wake up so damn late.. XD

nex.. wen we reach qb.. we went straight to de cinema floor.. den at first i tout wanna watch princess nn de frog first but sadly its all fully booked.. haix.. so.. nvm.. we went nn watch love happens first.. XD de mv was okae laa..

after mv.. umm..ouh ya.. we went to walk around nn search for her shoe.. p.s. i bought a shoe on monday nn she seems to like it too.. haha.. XD i noe i noe.. she won admit.. XD

after dat we went to nichii she show me a dress.. nn i like it very much.. i tried a pink one, a green one nn a black one.. i like de black one most.. XD we kinda take loadxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx of pics.. haha..

den we went guardian cause she wanna buy hair cream nn next we saw de shirt dat we wanted at bodyglove but left one ny.. so she bought it.. haix.. after dat she say she was hungry nn we go nn eat at hot n' roll.. XD she neva tried it before.. sad ryte?? cause its nice.. XD yummy!! den we go forever 21 try dress again.. we tried one only but i saw loadx of cute shirt dere.. .

after dat we go buy food to bring in de cinema.. haha.. i wanted to eat pizza so she also eat pizza.. XD but i hav to stuff 2 boxes of pizzas into my bag.. luckily its big enuf.. XD we watch princess n de frog.. nn its funny nn nice.. beta den love happens.. XD after de mv while go out i saw sir yee seng nn his gf.. long time din see him.. wen i saw him.. there's one thing in my mind ny.. i thought dat its quite long we din hold a open troop meeting dy hor.. haha

den we take bus back.. jo say dat her dad might be at home.. so we linger around bj.. den walk back to her hse nn guess wad? dere's nobody home.. XD

eating at kim gary wid debbie!! XD

2009-12-13T21:44:00.000-08:00

me nn debbie eating at kim nn den watch zombieland.. XD zombieland was nice.. u shud go nn watch!! XD

christmas under de sea!!!

2009-12-13T21:32:00.000-08:00

2009-12-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

working in manhattan.. haha..

2009-12-06T08:24:00.000-08:00

last day out wid rynn for de year 2009!!

2009-12-06T08:16:00.000-08:00

sry.. long time din update.. XD

was working.. XD

Day out with li-ying nn chiew tsann..

2009-10-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Chiew tsann reach at like almost one..?? (p.s. she wears skirt!!) i was damn hungry dat time.. so we search for de place to eat.. haha.. we cant decide where to go nn we ended up eating at paddington.. haha.. umm.. we think dat de servis dere was supa supa SLOW, LAME nn wadeva.. we took pics dere too.. haha.. nn next we went for movie.. chiew tsann wanted to watch but i wanted to watch the time traveller’s wife... haha.. i won.. sadly de movie was BORING.. de only thing we did was wishing nn expecting him to dissappear wen he halfway kissing or wadeva.. haha.. after dat after chiew tsann buy her anime.. li-ying nn i hunt for job again.. haha.. i wan job at f.o.s. de pay is high.. XD but dey din giv reply yet.. i got a job at nike.. s n j called me nn li-ying for interview.. but.. we cant make it.. sakae might call me today to comfirm.. umm a baby shop oso, umm.. bg oso, umm..f.o.s. too.. haha..XD i hope we both can get a job at f.o.s. XD

Day out with li-ying nn chiew tsann..

2009-10-31T07:59:00.000-07:00

Umm.. on de 30th of october.. me, li-ying, nn chiew tsann went out..li-ying nn i reach qb at 10 sumthing.. nn we hunt for job!! Haha.. first we went bg.. nn dey say dat dey will call us later.. so fine den.. nex we go padini.. li-ying ask me to ask but i was like how.. cause de last time we came to padini nn ask for job we ended up din go for de interview.. we struggle nn we end up din ask nn we went to orange sorbet.. haha.. we tried de clothes nn took picturesss!!!

Day out wid rynn after phys exam!!!

2009-10-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

I cut my hair!!! Haix.. i jux feel dat its so damn short!! But rynn say it was okae.. mine’s short but seriously.. rynn wan was super super short.. we went to sushine to shop for something dat she bneed for her trip which is like tmr?? After civic exam.. at first she say dat she wanna buy food.. but guess wad?? She end up buying one sparkling juice, one cocktail.. well i tink dat its a fake one..(cause it has no alcohol.. XP) nn a peel fresh grape juice.. all drinks nn one nn only one cereal as a FOOD.. haha.. after buying we went to mcd cause rynn say she wanna drink de grape juice.. so we went nn we ended up open nn try all 3 drinks.. de blue cocktail was nice.. but sadly we dunno how to close it back wid de cork.. haha..we spend like one hour jux to put in de cork into de mouth of de bottle.. argh.. so embarrasing.. well.. rynn giv up nn she went nn buy a bottle.. haha.. on de way back home.. de bottle which is filled with de cocktail keep on opened cause of de gas i guess.. haha.. well you shud cee.. for once rynn walk so damn slow.. nn so ladylike.. haha.. before reach her house wen we passby a coffee shop rynn suddenly shouted “RAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” nn dat makes me jumped nn i scream.. you noe wad?? A old uncle beside me accuse me crazy.. argh!! All because of her or i wouldnt have shouted nn de uncle say me crazy nn de worst is de ppl in de coffee shop turns to me nn look at me like ‘wad de hell are you doing??!!’

2009-10-18T02:18:00.001-07:00

day out wid liying

2009-10-18T02:15:00.000-07:00

haha.. wen to qb to find job.....
got a job dy but hav to tink of it..
cause de pay is low..
haha.. buy de bracelette oso.. XD

jusco at butterworth

2009-10-18T02:14:00.001-07:00

my old hse..

2009-10-18T02:13:00.001-07:00

hse at juru..
my mum wanna sell it dy.. haix..

day out wid sharyn to gurney!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-18T02:07:00.000-07:00

haha.. wen out wid rynn.. actually wanna watch mv but sadly dunno which to watch.. we eat at SR nn mcd haha.. she dunno i took de pic.. muahahahaha.. evil ryte?? haha cant help.. XD

2009-10-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

2009-10-11T03:05:00.000-07:00

heh.. in borders......
bored..

2009-10-11T03:03:00.000-07:00

haha.. u noe what sharyn call tiz?? she say its a strawberry hahaxx..
she bought it fo me frm singapore.. XD

2009-10-03T06:41:00.001-07:00

scouting rules!!

2009-10-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

after the walking or wadever dat call, li-ying, sam, kat, cindy nn gs reach dere.. so far we do nothing after dey reach except for eating, talking nn taking pitchas.. XD

i was very hot.. but its fun.. XD

2009-10-03T06:36:00.000-07:00

(dinner!!) yumm yumm..

2009-10-03T06:30:00.001-07:00

our first duty dere was to put on the table cloth.. dats all.. den after de children reach.. we all help dem to light on deir lantern.. after that we all walk around the sunshine housing area, holding malaysia flag with the lion dance in front.. wow.. not bad huh?? moon cake festival oso got lion dance..

2009-10-03T06:27:00.000-07:00

3rd october 2009

(dats de view of my duty place..) i had a scout duty from 6 to 10. dere's no one to fetch me go to de duty so i have to follow my uncle who come nn fetch his daughter. my mum babysits my cousin. normally my uncle would come at like 5 something to 6 but today he come at 4 something.. why?? haix.. so.. nevermind i ask him to fetch me to sunshine. i spend my time in the sunshine McD from 4.30 p.m. to like 5 smth.. (p.s. with my scouts full-u on) everybody is looking at me with weird eyes.. well.. i do know why.. but i cant help it ryte..? i went to my duty place at 5 something cause i dunno de place nn i'm afraid dat i might get lost nn i would be late for my duty.. so.. well, i did get lost.. my fwen say its at de white flat nn i went to the other white flat but i manage to find my way dere with her guide.. (p.s. thxx li-ying!!) den i realise dat i was too early still nn no one is dere.. haix.. after weiyi, cheryll, wei loon nn liji reach.. we still hav to sit down nn do nothing until like 7 something.. come on.. its like we go dere one hour plus for nothing but to sit down nn donate blood to de mosquitos.. haix..

2009-09-25T05:58:00.001-07:00

bored.. everyday has got nth to do.. but exam's coming.. have to study.. cant relli relax anymore.. any idea how to push myself to read??

2009-09-22T02:07:00.000-07:00

wad a sad holiday.. i din get to go anywhere.. by the way selamat hari raya to de muslim.. XD

2009-09-09T01:42:00.000-07:00

me nn my 'daughter'.. (kat)
XD

7 sept

2009-09-09T01:38:00.000-07:00

yay!! go out wid kat nn sam!!
we tried de night gown in qb.. XD

moral project

2009-08-30T01:26:00.000-07:00

washing deir cage..

2009-08-30T01:25:00.000-07:00

waa.. kawaii..

2009-08-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

playing wid de catssssssss..
dey are scary wen dey fight.. haixx..

2009-08-30T01:23:00.000-07:00

in de miao miao cage..??

spca!!

2009-08-30T01:21:00.001-07:00

miao miao eating!!

2009-08-23T03:42:00.000-07:00

i've watch de breakout dance!!
damn nice..